`__welcum to my life ;;

*love *

* kind *

* patient *

* trusts *

* protects *

* hopes *

* perseveres *

Child of God

- elisa.eli.sparky.ALEX
- 25th may 91
- dance
- ex-sacian
- ahs.1c`o4
- ahs.2c`05
- debate??
- BMC woosh!
- god's
- graci0usluv@hotmail.com ppl always have problems with the 'o' being a zero..

__wisHLisT+``

*paperchase travel journal!!
*paperchase notebook
*earrings
*illusion play cards from borders
*growth of debate club
*closer walk with god

__mOrE..

i like..

..running (though i'm not all that fast)
..smsing
..my star earrings.. ..my glasses..haha.. ..taking neos??
..MRS MARY CHAN.. i find her pretty amusing.. i like ms chan too.. nice teacher.. not suanning.
..tea .. taking pics and vids of people.. i dislike(can't say hate).. = superficial people.. - ppl who are TOO much like me. - jerks who make other ppl look bad and only themselves look good.. - exams - exams results i don't UNDERSTAND..

..ppl who act cute
..ppl who act smart
..ppl who talk at wrong times
..ppl who would just go all out of their way for their fave singer/actor etc..
cause if they would go chase those normal people with some special talent,
then i don't see why they are not chasing tim koh.. singer/composer/bowling&badminton player
..how my science teacher can remember all the body parts and chemical equations..
..how anyone could just hop from one relationship to another..so cheap..(judging... bleh)

yeah.. guess that's all i can think of now!

thankew god for blessing me with
...great teachers like ms chan and MRT(mrs rita teo..)
...great neighbours like wenkai, shuqi and liqin..
...super old friends like bry
...old friends like xue and vett..
...friends who are always there to listen like ching and fruit
...caring friends like fruit, joween and amanda
...extra lame and funny and what not friends like kor kor, yuelong, tsze deng, johannes
...friends who keep me company like rong xuan, nat, rach, fruit and jo
...people whom i never expected to meet like clip mao and pin mao..
...unique frens like jon and jas and james(wha.. all j)..
...nice people like huijuan, beatrice, hang hang, xia xue, xiao hua!, jot, wee hoe and rocket(haha..!!), jake, hui ling, gewn and the list goes on.. so many nice people around!
...those people who've let me WAY down.. like *** ****.. haha.. god, you know who i'm talking about..
...people who help me grow.. like.. jun hao...vette too(in a good way of course)
...people like sare who indirectly make me stronger as well.. ...mummy cause she's always there and everything.. and she's like.. dunno.. the BEST mom anyone could get!
...daddy too although sometimes he can be unreasonable.. and sometimes he does certain things for me that i forget to appreciate..
...caleb although he irritates me to the bones sometimes but he's always there for me to experiment with his hair..heez!
...and the many other people you've placed around me who i've not mentioned as the list is endless cause lord, i thank you for everyone..
amen.
last updated [20.10.2005]

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``~[ Thursday, March 17, 2005]~ ^

dear god..

dear god, are you testing me or something?
i woke up this morning and i was well..shocked? and uh.. scared again. i don't know of what lord..
why was it so timely that i had to find that poem last night?
and why did you give me that dream?
and what was that text message doing in my inbox? shouldn't it be in someone else's? or was it really meant to be sent to me?
god i have so many questions.. where can a find the answers?
are you trying to tell me to forget all that has happened? well.. i think i have. and have always thought that i had already forgotten it all.
but why do i have to leave it behind when that was how you chose to show yourself to me? and it was so clear that you were working in it. you chose to use it to teach me, to help me see beyond what i would have seen without that experience.
so here's the question again.. why did those things happen last night?
i mean like..i only saw that sms in the morning when i woke up when it was sent late last night. i saw it only after the dream you gave me. i saw it after i found the poem. was i suppose to reply? lord, i'm really confused. could you help me out here?

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