strange..odd.. peculiar and what not..
the exams are nearing.. and so are the sports heats.
i really hope i'll make it in time! *crosses fingers with a smile*
heehee..
but exams come first so..
anyway, i managed to make my way to church today with mummy..
heh.. my left leg was dropping off by the time communion was over cause we couldn't sit over at our end of the sanctuary.. yep.. joanna finally came today.. she didn't make it the past 2 weeks due to some scrabble competition..
roy, reuben, jere, tse ern etc. were all at the table me and joanna too.. it's so weird.. as in like.. some times you just suddenly realise that in your company the guys are the majority.. then you start wondering if that's right.. well.. sometimes it seems wrong that the girls are in the minority..
here's someting that i realised today..
tse ern and milk were wearing similar sandals..
and
tse ying and i were wearing similar sandals too!
haha.. so funny right..
ok.. today's post doesn't exactly have a structure.. i'm just really typing whatever comes to my mind now and have no idea of what i'm gonna type next..
hmmm... sometimes i wonder if people go to church for the right reasons..
kc brought this subject up some time last year..
i think some people treat church as a social ground.. just any other place where you can make friends and get together..
some people are forced to go to church by their parents..
some people go to church for the songs..
some people go to church to please their friends..
or maybe to see a certain someone..
but how many of us actually go to church to worship god, fellowship and learn more about Him?
i dunno.. i'm in no positions to say anything either.. cause sometimes i forget my purpose and treat going to church without the proper heart..
sometimes i feel angry when i see the way this girl in church dresses..
i really wish she's cover up more..
don't get me wrong cause i'm not saying she's not nice or that she's a b****.. what i'm saying is that i'm just not comfortable with the length of that skirt and the size of that top.. sigh.. how do i put it.. i really want to get this message across but i dunno how to say it..
but i think you guys get the idea..
there's alot more i wnt to say... but i'll continue another time..
Dear God,
please give me the discipline to do my pdl daily.. cause now i realise how important it is. i can't make thispost completely understandable till i know what i'm typing. Lord, i pray that you'll teach me to go to church for the right reason as well and not treat your house as a social ground where friends are my top priority, or go to churhc cause of the songs.. or even as a routine. please lord and i pray that you'll help me through this coming week as i prepare for the mid years that i'll not be distracted by things less important. thank you god.
in jesus' name i pray..
amen.
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