with bad results come...

yeah..ok.. my results were really bad...
mum's decided to lock the computer later on when she reutrns.
so i guess i'd better come for this last time to say my last words.
good bye my dears..
BAAAWW........
*swims back towards the computer*
whoa.. the house is flooded man..
luckily i can swim or i'd be drowning in my own tears..
owellz..
that was cold.
anyway..
nothing very much happened today..
just that everyone's playing bball/soccer after school.. or juz hanging out at malls and stuff..
and here i am bidding goodbye to you and you and you..
haha..
melodram manx..

so before i leave this blog derelict.. i shall tell you my hol plans first..
leaving for m'sia for e-gu's wedding on the 3rd then heading straight on to kl where taman negera is and i won't be back till the 10th..
that means i won't be able to send ZHAO MING OFF!!!!
*sob sob - no more tears*
this really is a sad life manx..
but that also means i'll be missing one or 2 dance practices.. hmmm.. wonder if that's a good thing..

well.. guess what day tmr is..
it's the sports heats!!
and my birthday of course..
haha..
think i had like the best birthday ever this year..
as in birthday weekend?
well.. but if i get through the heats tmr with this weak ankle of mine, no birthday will EVER BE BETTER THAN THIS!!!
yeah!
haha.. oh but wait..
ching said that i'd be humiliated on my bdae this year..
wonder what she's up to..
she seems really excited..
but i don't know if i should feel good about this..
heh..
oh this reminds me..
have you all ever felt like laughing and crying at the same time?
not cry laughing..
it's sad but happy..
it's a really confused feeling..
you don't know whether to cry or to laugh but you just tear anyway and you don't know why..
you feel sad but happy at the same time and for the same reason..
it's rather scary..
and it wasn't just tearing.. it was really like.. crying..
*shiver*
i dunno..
that's when your roller coaster stops and neither goes up or down..
haha..
so funny rite..
why do ppl picture life as a roller coaster anyway?
why not an airplane.. or a bird.. or a lift.. or a computer game..
why is it always roller coasters..
nope, that question can be left unanswered cause it's not very important anyway..
it's just a question to be thought about when you're in a bus with NOTHING to do.. AT ALL.
yup.
haha..

why is it that sometimes we study and study but no results come?
oh i hate that question whether it's asked by me or other people..
it's SUCH an irritating question..set just for us to be peeved at..
then parents will just go
-never practise enough wad
-never study hard ma
-play too much la..
etc etc..
i don't like it... studying is SOOO hard...
it's not like i'm distracted or anything.. its just that sometimes my mind goes totally blank..
blank ok..
not thinking of anything..

anyway.. hmm.. i gtg now..
there are butterflies in my stomach..
just found out sthg..
oh dear.. hmmm..
dont' expect anymore post any time soon..

bye..
miss mee..

with bad results come...

yeah..ok.. my results were really bad...
mum's decided to lock the computer later on when she reutrns.
so i guess i'd better come for this last time to say my last words.
good bye my dears..
BAAAWW........
*swims back towards the computer*
whoa.. the house is flooded man..
luckily i can swim or i'd be drowning in my own tears..
owellz..
that was cold.
anyway..
nothing very much happened today..
just that everyone's playing bball/soccer after school.. or juz hanging out at malls and stuff..
and here i am bidding goodbye to you and you and you..
haha..
melodram manx..

so before i leave this blog derelict.. i shall tell you my hol plans first..
leaving for m'sia for e-gu's wedding on the 3rd then heading straight on to kl where taman negera is and i won't be back till the 10th..
that means i won't be able to send ZHAO MING OFF!!!!
*sob sob - no more tears*
this really is a sad life manx..
but that also means i'll be missing one or 2 dance practices.. hmmm.. wonder if that's a good thing..

well.. guess what day tmr is..
it's the sports heats!!
and my birthday of course..
haha..
think i had like the best birthday ever this year..
as in birthday weekend?
well.. but if i get through the heats tmr with this weak ankle of mine, no birthday will EVER BE BETTER THAN THIS!!!
yeah!
haha.. oh but wait..
ching said that i'd be humiliated on my bdae this year..
wonder what she's up to..
she seems really excited..
but i don't know if i should feel good about this..
heh..
oh this reminds me..
have you all ever felt like laughing and crying at the same time?
not cry laughing..
it's sad but happy..
it's a really confused feeling..
you don't know whether to cry or to laugh but you just tear anyway and you don't know why..
you feel sad but happy at the same time and for the same reason..
it's rather scary..
and it wasn't just tearing.. it was really like.. crying..
*shiver*
i dunno..
that's when your roller coaster stops and neither goes up or down..
haha..
so funny rite..
why do ppl picture life as a roller coaster anyway?
why not an airplane.. or a bird.. or a lift.. or a computer game..
why is it always roller coasters..
nope, that question can be left unanswered cause it's not very important anyway..
it's just a question to be thought about when you're in a bus with NOTHING to do.. AT ALL.
yup.
haha..

why is it that sometimes we study and study but no results come?
oh i hate that question whether it's asked by me or other people..
it's SUCH an irritating question..set just for us to be peeved at..
then parents will just go
-never practise enough wad
-never study hard ma
-play too much la..
etc etc..
i don't like it... studying is SOOO hard...
it's not like i'm distracted or anything.. its just that sometimes my mind goes totally blank..
blank ok..
not thinking of anything..

anyway.. hmm.. i gtg now..
there are butterflies in my stomach..
just found out sthg..
oh dear.. hmmm..
dont' expect anymore post any time soon..

bye..
miss mee..