`__welcum to my life ;;

*love *

* kind *

* patient *

* trusts *

* protects *

* hopes *

* perseveres *

Child of God

- elisa.eli.sparky.ALEX
- 25th may 91
- dance
- ex-sacian
- ahs.1c`o4
- ahs.2c`05
- debate??
- BMC woosh!
- god's
- graci0usluv@hotmail.com ppl always have problems with the 'o' being a zero..

__wisHLisT+``

*paperchase travel journal!!
*paperchase notebook
*earrings
*illusion play cards from borders
*growth of debate club
*closer walk with god

__mOrE..

i like..

..running (though i'm not all that fast)
..smsing
..my star earrings.. ..my glasses..haha.. ..taking neos??
..MRS MARY CHAN.. i find her pretty amusing.. i like ms chan too.. nice teacher.. not suanning.
..tea .. taking pics and vids of people.. i dislike(can't say hate).. = superficial people.. - ppl who are TOO much like me. - jerks who make other ppl look bad and only themselves look good.. - exams - exams results i don't UNDERSTAND..

..ppl who act cute
..ppl who act smart
..ppl who talk at wrong times
..ppl who would just go all out of their way for their fave singer/actor etc..
cause if they would go chase those normal people with some special talent,
then i don't see why they are not chasing tim koh.. singer/composer/bowling&badminton player
..how my science teacher can remember all the body parts and chemical equations..
..how anyone could just hop from one relationship to another..so cheap..(judging... bleh)

yeah.. guess that's all i can think of now!

thankew god for blessing me with
...great teachers like ms chan and MRT(mrs rita teo..)
...great neighbours like wenkai, shuqi and liqin..
...super old friends like bry
...old friends like xue and vett..
...friends who are always there to listen like ching and fruit
...caring friends like fruit, joween and amanda
...extra lame and funny and what not friends like kor kor, yuelong, tsze deng, johannes
...friends who keep me company like rong xuan, nat, rach, fruit and jo
...people whom i never expected to meet like clip mao and pin mao..
...unique frens like jon and jas and james(wha.. all j)..
...nice people like huijuan, beatrice, hang hang, xia xue, xiao hua!, jot, wee hoe and rocket(haha..!!), jake, hui ling, gewn and the list goes on.. so many nice people around!
...those people who've let me WAY down.. like *** ****.. haha.. god, you know who i'm talking about..
...people who help me grow.. like.. jun hao...vette too(in a good way of course)
...people like sare who indirectly make me stronger as well.. ...mummy cause she's always there and everything.. and she's like.. dunno.. the BEST mom anyone could get!
...daddy too although sometimes he can be unreasonable.. and sometimes he does certain things for me that i forget to appreciate..
...caleb although he irritates me to the bones sometimes but he's always there for me to experiment with his hair..heez!
...and the many other people you've placed around me who i've not mentioned as the list is endless cause lord, i thank you for everyone..
amen.
last updated [20.10.2005]

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``~[ Sunday, August 28, 2005]~ ^

My Dear Beast

My dear Beast

Dear Beast..

Never did I expect you to break what you made
But heavy feather, loving hatred, my dear beast in dark daylight
Decided to break me into pieces numbering like the sands on the shore

Sometimes I wish you could see my tears
So that you, my ignorant beast will know the destruction you caused
How much pain you inflicted
How much hatred you sow
But I chose to keep these tears
Wiping them with my cold bare hands when eyes do not look
Such a fool was I
So stupid I allowed myself to fall while you rose high

I hate you, you selfish beast
I cannot stand the sight of you who linger in the darkest corners
Waiting for your next prey
Never sparing a thought for a frail heart

You were always there to dry my tears and share my pain
But now I know you did so only to give them back to me
All in one painful stab.
She meant it as a joke when she said you were the reason for my tears that day
Little did she know how right she was
We pretended and played along
And once again this foolish me lied for you.

Good riddance to you my dear beast.
I know you now
I know you then
Such extremes within the tick of hands
You never cheated
You never lied
Such delusion
Another façade
Yet another liar
Another beast without a heart.

super cool poem eh?
well yesterday was really quite funny..
i went to watch two exist with gwyneth then after that, we ran all the way to parkway..
whahahaha.. RAN okae.. it was so funny..
were like suaning each other..
"eh! we're runners ok! some ppl arh.. FIRST IN 200m wor!"
then she shot me back with my 100m sprint..
whahaha.. then our shoelaces became untied both on the same side.
so we stopped to tie our laces..
hahahahaha..
this really reminds me of ang si han..
always stopping to tie shoelace when we're running round the court during pe..
tired then say tired la..
hahahaha.. oops.. evil me..
well anyway, hmmm.. fortunately NAPFA's over... esp the shuttle run.. cause i got a slight injury on my right ankle.. haha.. crazy me..
okae.. bro bro's gotta use the com now..
bye ppl..
see you tmr!!

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``~[ Sunday, August 28, 2005]~ ^

My Dear Beast

My dear Beast

Dear Beast..

Never did I expect you to break what you made
But heavy feather, loving hatred, my dear beast in dark daylight
Decided to break me into pieces numbering like the sands on the shore

Sometimes I wish you could see my tears
So that you, my ignorant beast will know the destruction you caused
How much pain you inflicted
How much hatred you sow
But I chose to keep these tears
Wiping them with my cold bare hands when eyes do not look
Such a fool was I
So stupid I allowed myself to fall while you rose high

I hate you, you selfish beast
I cannot stand the sight of you who linger in the darkest corners
Waiting for your next prey
Never sparing a thought for a frail heart

You were always there to dry my tears and share my pain
But now I know you did so only to give them back to me
All in one painful stab.
She meant it as a joke when she said you were the reason for my tears that day
Little did she know how right she was
We pretended and played along
And once again this foolish me lied for you.

Good riddance to you my dear beast.
I know you now
I know you then
Such extremes within the tick of hands
You never cheated
You never lied
Such delusion
Another façade
Yet another liar
Another beast without a heart.

super cool poem eh?
well yesterday was really quite funny..
i went to watch two exist with gwyneth then after that, we ran all the way to parkway..
whahahaha.. RAN okae.. it was so funny..
were like suaning each other..
"eh! we're runners ok! some ppl arh.. FIRST IN 200m wor!"
then she shot me back with my 100m sprint..
whahaha.. then our shoelaces became untied both on the same side.
so we stopped to tie our laces..
hahahahaha..
this really reminds me of ang si han..
always stopping to tie shoelace when we're running round the court during pe..
tired then say tired la..
hahahaha.. oops.. evil me..
well anyway, hmmm.. fortunately NAPFA's over... esp the shuttle run.. cause i got a slight injury on my right ankle.. haha.. crazy me..
okae.. bro bro's gotta use the com now..
bye ppl..
see you tmr!!

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