too.point.fore

woke up super early this morning.. like 6.15 cause we had to go to east coast for our 2.4 run..
left the house super early at like.. 6.55 for ching's house..
her dad fetched us there..
ppl were gathered on the grass and suay sauy me.. stepped right into a mushy puddle in the grass..
haha.. had to run with wet shoes.. but it was ok la.. just that.. argh.. me heart was broken.. poor racers!!
aurial, gwyn, min min, johannes, ching and i did popcorn before we ran cause..
anyway.. i placed 13th in the level (girls).. much better than last year's 25..
congrats to min min for her great improvement too!!!
haha.. anyway, after the run i didn't wear my shoes at all anymore so i got around from one place to another barefooted..
we slacked around for a little while, waiting for everyone to cool down and stuff.. then we found ourselves a spot under a tree on the beach..
gwen, aurial and i wandered off while min2 and ching slacked in the shade.. lazy bums...
it was soooo fun.... i mean..
the beach is always fun..
especailly when you're with friends..
the 3 of us talked and talked while on the way to macs and guess what.. we all so hapen to want to work along the same line!! as in our ambitions.. yeah..
so cool... i always thought that 2ceers would like.. wanna be docotrs.. researchers and stuff along that line.. otherwise they prolly woun'd know what they wanna be..
but i guess there are some ppl.. (like the three of us) who aren't so ambitious..
heh! i think that if you want to study, you should know why you study it..
like.. if you want to take trip science, it shouldn't be just because of the impression you give ppl.. that you are someone who's smart enough, disciplined enough, determined enough to do trip science..
should think deeper than that cause at the end of the day, it wouldn't be so much of what other peoplethink of the combination you choose but how well you do and how much you enjoy studying what you study. rite?

something set me thnking of relationships..
not boy-girl.. but just relationships with people in general..
how do you choose your friends?
by looks?
by what they have?
by how smart they are?
by what they like?
by what they do?
what if one day your friend lets you way down.. will you still like her?
will you still consider her your friend?
will you forgive her?
or will you just let this one incident cancel out all the nice things she's done?
i made a casual remark about ppl in general.. how they always focus on how imperfect a person is.. how we always remember the wrong things that a person has done and not the niceties..
then someone said that as a christian, forgiving should come more naturally..
peter let jesus down three times.. but jesus forgave him..

John21.15"....jesus said to simon peter, "simon son of john, do you truly love me more thna these?" "yes lord" he said,:you know that i love you." jesus said ,"feed my lambs." "

i then remembered someone..
have a really forgiven?
do i still bear a grudge?
why is it that i can't bring myself to even say a simple hello?
is he really so bad.. so bad to the extent that i don't know him? to the extent that i never look at him without despising him?
sigh..
what on earth am i doing..

right now.. i just wish that time would stop.. like.. do you notice what time it is now? it's 12.20am.. why am i blogging so late? because the rest of the day was devoted to school, to work, to paino and to more work... if only i had more time. or maybe if only time would go slower.. then i'd have time to think of lots and lots of stuff..

crazy talk..

shall end off on a positive note..
on wednesday when i was returning from the stadium, i saw this little school girl walking behind an ice-cream man.. he was cycling his cart(or whatever you wish to call it) and the little girl who had just finished school was pushing the cart from behind as though trying to help him make the cart less heavy to paddle. she seemed a little concerned about something and asked the ice-cream man something in chinese.. couldn't make out what exactly.. but apparently, the ice-cream man was her daddy..just felt that it was a very heart-warming thing that i saw.. little innocent girl caring for her father.. the father working so hard to provide for his little girl.
so sweet rite..
yeah go think of what you can learn form this little girl and her daddy..
i think we should be grateful and thankful for what we have. yep.
well.. it's late.
night night!

too.point.fore

woke up super early this morning.. like 6.15 cause we had to go to east coast for our 2.4 run..
left the house super early at like.. 6.55 for ching's house..
her dad fetched us there..
ppl were gathered on the grass and suay sauy me.. stepped right into a mushy puddle in the grass..
haha.. had to run with wet shoes.. but it was ok la.. just that.. argh.. me heart was broken.. poor racers!!
aurial, gwyn, min min, johannes, ching and i did popcorn before we ran cause..
anyway.. i placed 13th in the level (girls).. much better than last year's 25..
congrats to min min for her great improvement too!!!
haha.. anyway, after the run i didn't wear my shoes at all anymore so i got around from one place to another barefooted..
we slacked around for a little while, waiting for everyone to cool down and stuff.. then we found ourselves a spot under a tree on the beach..
gwen, aurial and i wandered off while min2 and ching slacked in the shade.. lazy bums...
it was soooo fun.... i mean..
the beach is always fun..
especailly when you're with friends..
the 3 of us talked and talked while on the way to macs and guess what.. we all so hapen to want to work along the same line!! as in our ambitions.. yeah..
so cool... i always thought that 2ceers would like.. wanna be docotrs.. researchers and stuff along that line.. otherwise they prolly woun'd know what they wanna be..
but i guess there are some ppl.. (like the three of us) who aren't so ambitious..
heh! i think that if you want to study, you should know why you study it..
like.. if you want to take trip science, it shouldn't be just because of the impression you give ppl.. that you are someone who's smart enough, disciplined enough, determined enough to do trip science..
should think deeper than that cause at the end of the day, it wouldn't be so much of what other peoplethink of the combination you choose but how well you do and how much you enjoy studying what you study. rite?

something set me thnking of relationships..
not boy-girl.. but just relationships with people in general..
how do you choose your friends?
by looks?
by what they have?
by how smart they are?
by what they like?
by what they do?
what if one day your friend lets you way down.. will you still like her?
will you still consider her your friend?
will you forgive her?
or will you just let this one incident cancel out all the nice things she's done?
i made a casual remark about ppl in general.. how they always focus on how imperfect a person is.. how we always remember the wrong things that a person has done and not the niceties..
then someone said that as a christian, forgiving should come more naturally..
peter let jesus down three times.. but jesus forgave him..

John21.15"....jesus said to simon peter, "simon son of john, do you truly love me more thna these?" "yes lord" he said,:you know that i love you." jesus said ,"feed my lambs." "

i then remembered someone..
have a really forgiven?
do i still bear a grudge?
why is it that i can't bring myself to even say a simple hello?
is he really so bad.. so bad to the extent that i don't know him? to the extent that i never look at him without despising him?
sigh..
what on earth am i doing..

right now.. i just wish that time would stop.. like.. do you notice what time it is now? it's 12.20am.. why am i blogging so late? because the rest of the day was devoted to school, to work, to paino and to more work... if only i had more time. or maybe if only time would go slower.. then i'd have time to think of lots and lots of stuff..

crazy talk..

shall end off on a positive note..
on wednesday when i was returning from the stadium, i saw this little school girl walking behind an ice-cream man.. he was cycling his cart(or whatever you wish to call it) and the little girl who had just finished school was pushing the cart from behind as though trying to help him make the cart less heavy to paddle. she seemed a little concerned about something and asked the ice-cream man something in chinese.. couldn't make out what exactly.. but apparently, the ice-cream man was her daddy..just felt that it was a very heart-warming thing that i saw.. little innocent girl caring for her father.. the father working so hard to provide for his little girl.
so sweet rite..
yeah go think of what you can learn form this little girl and her daddy..
i think we should be grateful and thankful for what we have. yep.
well.. it's late.
night night!